Broken heart

I have really broken heart right now . i knew that he won't love me or will think in me like a lover all what he sees that i'm a kid . oh who the fuck said this age doesn't matter my mind is opened enough what can i do else i knew he loves someone else but i didn't want to know who or where or when i just wanted to hear him telling me i love you but this is won't happen 
and after i knew that there is a fucking bitch loves him i hate her and i'm starting to hate him 
i want to kill them both oh come on she is not better than me i'm more beautiful  i don't have to show off my self to let u know this where are your fucking eyes i'm more funny and good thinking but maybe my age makes u hate me or even doesn't give u the chance to talk to me 
even if he tells me i love you  i think i won't tell him the same maybe the problem is with me 
what ever what but beleive me i admire you and i won't forget you .
Your lover 
KID

crazy people

Stop bothering me now .Or I'll get mad.It's enough for now .
Just stop it  and accept the person who you are if all  what you can do is just talking.
If you wanna a change just do it and make it by your hands.Not talking and saying I'll and blah blah .....
Stop it and shout with all the power you got and say yeah!!! I can I can .
Lazy stupid people will be eaten in this life which is like a forest.So,try always not to be the prey be the lion what ever it will cost you .but, just remember you are here for a reason .so take this chance to make your progress and not to regret for something you have done.

having fun

It's hard to have fun these days .The gloom is all over the place.I'm trying to drop it away,
But,it is all over the place and always follows me .I'm trying to run and run and run .but ,there is no end from it 

Don't care for u

I knew that you only care for your self .so I decided to only look to my self and for who cares.
It is n't a kind of hating you.but,i just respect my self and love the person who i'm .looking at the future scares me from the person i'm gonna be .but,i'm asking god to give me a better life .and just live the perfect life.I can dream as I  can but,there are limits in dreaming . and this is the problem cause even the dream I can't dream by the way I want .

Just wanna write

I know that I'm not talented .But,it doesn't mean I don't have to write .I think it makes me feel better .sometimes I think I don't have a goal from these writings but anyway I say what in my mind and heart .whatever if I write wrong or right .